Down & out...

I'm so down and out today...no REAL reason I guess. I'm sitting here at my desk fighting tears. What is my problem? Home life is AMAZING, I couldn't be happier when I'm with Cody and Alana. But work has really gotten me down lately. I'm just not happy. Love most of my co-workers, it's just I feel so much more obligated to be home and taking care of things there. I feel like I'm neglecting my daughter, my husband and my home. I don't know if that is ALL that's got me down today, but that has something to do with it. I miss my family...I know they are only an hour away, but it's just finding the time to get down there and get down there when they don't have a million things going on. Gosh, I just want to crawl in my bed and bawl my eyes out right now. What is wrong with me??

I'm such a stresser

I've very much inherited stressing out from my Mom. I ALWAYS have something to stress and worry about. I hate it...but that's just me. My stress right now...Cody got laid off Thursday. We are still trying to recover from the wedding. Not that there is a GOOD time to lose your job, but right now is just tough. I know it's tough for everyone. Of course, this comes just a couple of days after I turn in my paperwork to go part-time at my job. So, that's on hold for now. I'm trying to stay positive, but it's hard. Cody is the positive thinker. He is an intelligent, hard working man, so I'm sure he'll find something soon.

Until then...I will stress about it.